Staying Strong

It is my first time writing down thoughts …well…to myself basically. I have always been surrounded with people and a trusted friend, who I wrote everything to.

But now, I am alone.

Without anyone to talk to.

Without anyone to write to.

No one.

Its been two years since I have been battling severe depression. I spent my days crying, nights awake, hoping I would one day be out of the mess.

But, no hope. I feel alone, afraid and without a life support.

However, I am now coming to terms with maybe a concept that I do not…and never did need anyone in my life.

I can continue to life the life I have, albeit I hate it, but still, its God’s gift, right?

So, I am here, hoping to maybe pour out my feelings here, instead of pouring them out through tears everyday.

Staying strong till I pass each day…